relapse

I thought it was over,
I thought I had stopped.

Should I use a knife,
But that is so scary.
I rather use a needle
Or an unused staple.

Maybe I should make it out of steal,
So I can use it as a branding.

Would it hurt to get such a hot peas on it?
I've had it before,
But back than it was a accident.

I don't know.
What should I do.




Just my thinking again.