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Hello people who read my journal's 
Lately I have been thinking of dyeing my hear 
I have my hair in layers and I want one of the layers in a pastel blue or purple or orange ore just red.
I don't know what I want yet, but still I really want to dye it in a nice and bright color
Well I have to discuss it whit my parents first
But I have a good feeling about it
Well, that was about it.
So Bekkie over en sluiten
Please, bear with me my dear.
If you knew for how long i have had these feelings,
You would think I was probably pathetic,
If you knew about how long i have waited for this,
You would think I was probably desperate,
If you knew how long I tryed to get you out of my mind,
You woudl think i would probably be depressed by now.
First you said it as a joke,
But as time past by you got more serious,
Now you almost did it properly like in the movies,
But I shrugged it off.
I don't understand how somebody would think of me like that,
Since I think I am worthless, ugly and if someone would love me he should be pretty desperate.
Pleas, bear with me.
Give me what you ha
back to square one
Thanks to them you could come back.
not just with empty hands,
But with all the stuff you had with you when you left.
And now you have even more.
How come you did not come back in my head just by knocking,
But you had to use a slash hammer to open up the door.
It hurts when I think of how low I have gone that you cloud comeback so easily, I am so ashamed of me. How did this happen so simple.
I hope you won't stay for to long just like last time. I hope someone will help me getting rid of you.
Long time no see
Hello everybody.
I haven't been writing a journal for a long time now so thought lets start again.
After China I have been back at my Internship.
I had a lot of things to do so it is no wonder that I have not been that active on DA....
I have been drawing a lot in the train but I also started reading again.
It's so nice to have a good book again :3
Sorry if I have been writing any thing wrong in English again....
I am not that good at it...
Right now I am in my last 2 weeks of internship.
I really am not looking forward to school.... (-.-')
It's a lot of fun here and I am realy working hard here.
But than again I need my paper....
red sun
the red sun is coming up against a purple pink sky.
It looks like a dish you can look straight at it.
Trough the trees who color black against a colorful sky.
with some lines of clouds and airplanes,
It looks so peaceful.
How come it makes me feel at unease?
It isn't a bad thing to look at,
Or something to be guilty of.
How come I feel at unease?
© 2013 - 2024 bekkie536
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